NBA star John Wall says emotional and physical hardships led him to consider suicide

John Wall, a guard for the NBA’s Los Angeles Clippers, shared that he contemplated suicide lately after going through a sequence of emotional and bodily struggles.

In early 2019, Wall underwent surgical procedure to restore a ruptured Achilles tendon. Moreover, his mom and grandmother died a yr other than one another, all amid the COVID-19 pandemic.

“It’s the darkest place I’ve ever been in,” he stated in an interview clip posted to Twitter on Monday. “At one point in time, I thought about committing suicide.”

Wall stated he sat together with his mom in chemotherapy whereas she took her final breaths. He finally enrolled in remedy.

“Looking at all that, I’m like, if I can get through this, I can get through anything in life,” he stated. “Everybody goes through something, you know. We all went through tough times. Nobody got it easy, but I don’t think a lot of people could get through what I went through.”

He added, “To me, to be back on top where I want to be and see the fans still want me to play, having the support from my hometown — just support, period — means a lot.”

Wall was chosen by the Washington Wizards as the primary general choose within the 2010 NBA draft. He spent almost a decade of his profession with the staff and was a five-time NBA All-Star throughout that point.

He tore his Achilles tendon in 2019 and couldn’t play for 12 months. Regardless of that timeline expiring amid the NBA’s “bubble” season in the course of the COVID-19 pandemic, he didn’t end the season with the Wizards, and was traded to the Houston Rockets in 2020.

He didn’t play a lot throughout his time with the Rockets, because of a knee harm, and in 2022, he signed a two-year, $13.2 million contract with the Los Angeles Clippers. He’s now averaging 20.6 factors per recreation, 6.9 assists and three.2 rebounds, in keeping with the NBA.

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